20 weeks weight loss challenge

so we are almost at the end of the year and i still didn't lose an ounce of my weight. I probably won't reach my goal but i want to use the rest of the year to achieve something.

Will I ever lose weight?

Why is it so hard to lose weight or just be healthy? I wish I can turn off bad food from my life forever but it's so difficult!

So in January I ordered Turbo Fire and got it in two weeks. I started the program and really liked it, I still do.... but I had to take a week off because my work schedule and school studies kind of crashed in the same week. I'm planning to restart the week that i left off from and created a diet that I will follow for the next four weeks.